you...

don't even know how much i miss you right now.
don't even know how much i despise you right now.
don't even know how much i'm hurting right now.
don't even know how much i want to punch you right now.
don't even know how much i just want you to hold my hand.
don't even know how much i want you to hug me.
don't even know how scared i am.
don't even know the stress you put me through.
don't even know how many tears i've cried over you.
don't even know how angry i am at myself.
don't even know how terrible i feel.
don't even know what you're doing my heart.



P.S. i need to buy a new eraser.