remember.

Thank you very much for being such a great friend last night. I think I was having the biggest meltdown ever, but you calmed me and helped me take my mind off of things. Sorry if I freaked you out or anything, but I just needed someone to talk to. Gah, you were right I think everything is okay now, but I'm not sure. Like I still feel weird, but maybe I'm just thinking too much. I could try your method you mentioned, but what if it doesn't work? Maybe its time to let go? I know I don't want to though. There are things that won't let me as much as everyone else says its time to. Thanks for keeping my head straight. :)
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So yesterday I was at my grandma's house in Riverside, which was fine. I went to go watch Twilight with my mom, and to my surprise, I actually enjoyed it more than I thought I would. :] Jacob is so cute! Ahh! Scary though, hahah. My mom did not understand it at ALL, but she like fell asleep through half of it. Friends marathon when I got back to the house and then bed. It was nice to see my grandparents again. ^^ Left this morning at like 10 ish? and got home around 11.
Lyna comes home tonight, which I am so happy for! :) I missed her a lot! Yay.
I have a lot of homework I still need to catch up on, but I feel too lazy to. Oh wells.

I was looking through some old pictures. Its hard to believe it was only a year ago though.

:)

happy birthday to you<3>