Tuesday, November 18, 2008

melodic.

I wish I could be a much better singer. I always feel like I'm slipping or I could have done a better job on a quartet assignment. People tell me I'm good, but I dont feel it. I never took voice lessons or anything when I was younger, I just sang. In church and school choir, we didn't have any warm ups or voice lessons. All we had to kedo was learn the song we were given. There weren't any parts, just the melody. I was fortunate enough to take voice lessons last year, and I guess that made me a better musician. Yet I still don't feel the confidence in my own ability that I should have. In Troubadours, I'm surrounded by people who have such amazing talents and ablities, I tend to feel inferior. I wish I could be just as great. I wish I could be amazing. I wish it could be one of those things that just came so easily to me.


At least I have a voice.
Thanks God.

1 comment:

ruth kim said...

lany, you are one of the best altos in troubadours. i'm not lying.
just keep working hard, and you'll get where you want to be.