clogged arteries.

growing up is really hard. there are so many unexpected things that come at me, and a lot of lessons that i've learned. this must be what it feels like. i'm not too sure if i like it, but i'll get used to it.

ahhhh, i'm gaining so much weight. its becuase of summer. i don't really do much so i sit at home and get fat! :( good thing tomorrow i am going to 24hour. goodness. my mommy's going to buy me a pass. but i love watching friends! all ten seasons, omggness. it's hilariouss.

you know, i'm sorry i can't tell you. things just aren't the same with us anymore. maybe not to you, but to me they aren't. i'm sure you care, and i love that you do, but you don't need to, and you certainly don't have to. there are just people i'm more comfortable with. and why does it bother you so much? it's not like you don't find out anyway right? so why do you need to hear it from me? you're just so distant sometimes and treat me differently so i just learn to live without you. yeah i'll be there for you anytime, and i'm sure you are the same for me, but i can't bring myself to tell you. ever since that one day, i just dont' feel the same about you.

i'm sorry.