i'll wait for you, i promise you.

Summer is getting to me. I really wish school would start, that way I can take my mind off a lot of things. A lot of things are changing in my life, and I'm not sure how these events will affect me. Today is Lyna's last day, so it's sad becacuse she won't be living with me anymore. It'll be different, and as much as I don't want her to go, she has to. I understand.

I spent the day with Lyna and her friends yesterday, and it was pretty fun. :) We ate Kabuki with Anh JohnDang and Anh Tung. It was okay, not that great. I still prefer Full Moon. Then we moseyed on over to watch Tropic Thunder. By the way, I am so totally 17, not 9. -_- The movie was... mediocre. It wasn't the best, and it certainly didn't keep me off my seat. You'd have to have like a really interesting sense of humor to fully enjoy it. But, the actor from How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days was in it, and he is so cute! Omg. :) And Lance Bass too! I dont care if he's gay, he's still cute. Ahaha. After movies, we went to Fountain Bowl, where we met up with a lot of other people. Bowling was so fun. :) I suck though. Ahahaa. Everyone kept trying to give me bowling tips, but they didnt work! In the end I just did whatever, and I got a better score than when I tried to listen to the people. Stupid Minh put me as Miss Piggy, and then everyone started calling me that! :( Gah. Anh Nhat gave me like the most hilarious bowling tip ever--"point with your crotch." Its funny, cos it was like the third time he's said that word to me, the first two times during a boogie boarding lesson. The evening ended well, my score being like... under 100 but its okay! I saw Viking for the last time before he left, I'm going to miss him. He made me laugh. =]

Sometimes it's hard to get people to understand how you're really feeling. With me, I tend to keep things to myself. I'm pretty stubborn, and only so many people can actually break through to me. It's hard to relax when everything is just so not what I expected it to be. As much as I try, sometimes I just wonder about things, and it's hard to find someone to tell my ponderings to because the people I do want to tell usually get upset. It's easier to relax when I'm with my friends becuase I know they can take my mind off of absolutely anything. They always know like the right thing to say, and its pretty great. :)

How do you know when or not to do the things you want to do? You want to be understanding, but at the same time you want what you want. And in the end you do the understanding thing because you know its the right thing to do, but you don't feel that great about it. I don't know.

As summer comes to an end, I've done almost everything on my list except go to Disneyland.
Oh well, there's always next year!