rainbow.

these beating drums,
we call our hearts.
they give us life
they give us love.
we love it,
we hate it.

embrace it with every ounce,
use it all until there's no more
don't look back.


i think i've come to understand that there are so many different layers to people. i see life as something positive, but lately there are people that make it not so. i've only begun to realize that not everybody has good intentions for their actions. and not everybody will try to understand things before judging. there are those who do mean things just for recreation. yeah, that's pretty lame, but who am i to judge right? as long as i know who i am, and the people i just to be around, i should be just dandy.
i know i live by "i don't care what other people think," but i think its to an extent. i do things that make me happy, and if people think something of it, well, who are they to stop my pursuit of happiness? but if you're my friends, and its on a subject rather important to me, of course i'll care. i don't totally block our your opinions.
high school has changed me a lot. i don't really know if it's for the better or for the worse. i do know that i'm happy with who i am, and that's all the really matters. i guess i'm growing up, and if people don't like it, then they don't like it. not everyone can like you, and not everyone has the same thought process as you.
people are complex. but that shouldn't stop anyone.
sometimes its better to just let things be.