Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Sunday, August 30, 2009

sophomore year.

just some highlights, before i have a fresh start on wednesday. :)
particularly long blog, probably cos i haven't done one on here in a while.

concert choir retreat at 1000 pines. we had such an idiot bus driver, who needed to learn how to CHILL out, i remember he made us all file off the bus and back on becuase no everyone was three to a seat. and then he tried to assign us seats, the fck man, who do you think you are?! it was scary when our bus broke down as we were going up the mountain, it was really hot too! the whole weekend was really fun, i love singing, especially kids who love it as much as i do.

fall concert, through the eyes of a child. my first concert ever as a troubadour.

look at all those presents! :) i love christmas time! especially since this year, i got the pink canon digicam i've always wanted. i love the guys for getting it for me!

troubadour catalina retreat was the shit, hahahahaa. so much bonding time! ouija board, which was freaking scary as heck, esepcially playing in the dark. and almost getting caught by tison cos i was playing nerfgunwars with the boys. i seriously was having a heart attack behind that door! disgusting games where i had to eat crap, and a lot a lot a lot of singing! i'll still always remember this retreat at the first time i ever.... yeah. NEVER AGAIN.

APexams. apeuro, to be exact. this group right here, such an exception group of people i'll never forget. :) how lucky is it that we always happened to be in english class also? penhall & fitzpatrick ftw. haha, i totally died in euro, but i sitll managed to pull of an A both semesters and a 4 on my exam. yeaa! i love those kids though man. best class ever.


confirmation 2. the retreat was go great, yea for team kindness! i had to miss a choir festival for the retreat, but it was so worth my time. on the last day, i cried so much when i got the letters from my parents, lyna, and my bestfriends. the actual mass was so great, everyone looked beautiful. :) i'm so glad to be an adult in the church now, i hope to do some good and grow up to become a more spiritual person. can't wait to come back and TA this year!

doan camp! ahhh, being in a group with huong and david vu = domination. no doubt no doubt, thats the co danh du right theree in our hands! :) i love love love tnttsb. my second family, one of my happy places. i'd go anywhere with them!

choir tour ! lousiana & texas! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! best trip ever ever ever ever ever ever ever. hanging with the mormons + asians, jam sessions in the stair well. winning EVERYTHING.


sweet sixteen birthday dinner at buca! 25 people? $500 meal + $80 tip? best sweet sixteen i could ever ask for, seriously. :) i only invited school kiddies, and i love each and every one of them! haha, thanks to vincent for playing me happybirthday on the uke, and chris for playing for me too! haha, i barely ate that night, was too busy circulating and talking to everyone! i love my friends, one of the happiest nights ever.

end of the year show, happiest music on earth. AHHHH! its my favorite concert of the YEAR. all those endless rehearsals were completely worth it. my time to shine, to show every what i can do. great memories with troubadours, i'll miss the seniors! the show was amazing, i even learned how to tap and swing dance.

DHNS @ cornerstone retreat center! okay, the overall camp was kinda sucky, but it was still a good time. our skit OWNED with our jai ho dance! ahh, this camp was like important, group 5 with lyndon, spent the whole freaking weekend with him. which turned out to have a larger affect than i thought it would. :)

bowling with the fitz/penhall kids. just a little reunion, not everyone was there, but it was still a blast! i loved seeing beckman and tle093 again forsuree! i suck at bowling, and everyone says i bowl in a girly way. :( WHATEVER HATERS. ahh, i hope all of us are still close as junior year comes.

DISNEYLAND after having not been there in 6,7,8 years! i love this place, LOVE it. its magical.

thang nay, and his birthday dinner. he's sixteen now! yaaay. so, it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, hahaha. i'm glad i came, even though i was sick as a dog! :( we matched, yay, my favorite color pink! he's cuute, i'm glad i know him cos he makes me really happy. Lsquared823ftw.
"is it lame to ask on the phone?"
haha i tease, it was cute.

ahhh! its over, this was really long, but who the heck is gonna read all of it? :) anyway, i'm excited for junior year, i can't wait wait wait! it'll be hard, but i'm ready.

Friday, July 10, 2009

blog.

ive taken to posting on tumblr.
its a little more personal.
yeah, if you find me, yay.
if you don't, well its not like anyone reads this anyway. :)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

summer time.


yay for morning glories! haha, fourth of july was pretty fun, it's been a while since i've actually lit fireworks! they're so pretty! i spent that saturday at NS sports practice, where we played volleyball, it was more enjoyable than i thought it would be. i really hope we win the NS Sports Day! we don't even know what we're playing yet, but i'm hoping that its volleyball, cos that's what we practiced. haha! mass, then huong's house. played with kathleen! :) she is the most adorable little girl ever, cept she pulls my hair. :( mmm, talked with huong for a bit until we went to vinh's house to light fireworks! ahh, i was so excited! :) came home smelling like smoke.. so took a shower and texted and slept.
YESTERDAY was anthony's birthday, he's sixteen now! er, spent the day at his house. :) a mix of study/play. he's so smart. :( ugh. mmm, got home i was really tired and i wanted to take a nap, but i couldn't.. so just worked on some stuff. hmmm. later that night called tiffany093 to update her on some stuff. i hadn't talked on the phone in a long time, so it was nice! she's so funny. :)i love her.

god, i'm happy. <3

Monday, July 6, 2009

texts.

16,600.





yeah....



:)

Saturday, July 4, 2009

?

i think i hurt someone. :(
but i really didn't mean to.
i just didn't know.
i was confused.
caught up in my own feelings.
what could have been, who knows.
maybe it would have worked out.
but, i'm happy now.
i have everything i want.


so why do i still end up feeing like a terrible person? :(

Friday, July 3, 2009

alex the concierge.

today, i went shopping with jessica for five hours at south coast.
it was such a fail. :( i was supposed to buy a birthday present, but i couldn't find anything. and i didn't let myself buy anything for me until i bought the present. but then i gave up. haha.
we walked from south coast to the lab. oh my god. it was SO hot. haha.
HOT HOT HOT. and my feet hurt.
urban outfitters i saw this shirt i wanted to buy, but it was so expensive i didnt bring enough money. :( so i'm hoping i'll be able to go back this weekend and buy it. sigh. i DID buy sandals! $19 yayayayy. i desperately needed some.
buffalo exchange is so O_O i cannot shop there. it was really crowded and cramped and i felt claustrophobic!
haha we walke back, and its so scary trying to cross the street where the entrance to the freeway is. haha me and jess seriously ran for our lives across the street.
oh yeah and this lady asked us for directions to macys.. hopefully we gave her the right ones.
mm, bought a cute tee from aerie and lipgloss from bathandbody.
i'm happy with my purchases. wish i had bought that urban shirt though. :(

i went home and took a nap. i was soooooo tired.

i think i am going to read harrypotter5 and eat icecream!
yumyumyum.


goodday<3

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Monday, June 29, 2009

smile, jesus loves you!



SB SPIRIT. :)
mm, camp was fun. it was really hot and i got sick, but whatever.
i hadn't seen lyndon and ken in a long time. pretty much spent the whole weekend with lyndon, which was funfunfun. made some new friends, which is always nice. :)
i'm tired and sore, and my voice is pretty much gone, and even though camp wasn't as great as it usually is, i'm glad i went.

Friday, June 26, 2009

campcampcamp

today is the day! i'm so excited! i have to leave in like an hour and i'm not done packing, but whatever. CAMP. i get to see LYNA. who i haven't seen in like ages and i have so much to tell her but she'll probably be too busy or i'll be too busy but hopefully i get to talk to her a litle bit. sometimes a phone call isn't enough sometimes, you know?
my APBIO book came yesterrday! i'm so excited! haha, i just need my shoes from urbanoutfitters, clothes from forever21, and lab manual to come and i'll be satisfied. :]
this morning i made brownies to bring to camp. yum!
lyan took me to the mall to buy a new bra, finally.
sushi with my sister diane anh long at maru sushi. it was fun ! i haven't had sushi in the longest time.

YESTERDAY went to anton's house and kicked it with thang and anton. haha, it was pretty chill, i love those two ! :] plans to watch transformers next week and beach it with them so i hope my mommy lets me even though i have like a million things to study, but come onn its summer!
today we're perforing for our skit, and i honestly have no clue how its going to turn out! yesterday's practice was pretty much... idk. well, it was an improvement. i'm really scared to sing in front of everyone and even though i've done it before cos of choir, its different. i'm like afraid the mics will be stupid or i won't move people with the song the way i'm supposed to. gahh! if anything, i had fun doing it with everyone. :]

i don't like to get into fights, but i'm not gonna back down if you say something riduculous to me. if i feel like i didn't do anything wrong, i won't take your bullshit. yeah, i'm understanding but i'm not going to let you walk all over me either. i don't mean to be a bitch, i just get stressed.
but, i'm happy. this may sound dumb, but i think i deserve to be happy. just a little bit of happiness. and, i am. everything is how its supposed to be, sorta... hahah. thinking of the near future sometimes skews my feelings but i try not to think about it. its scary to just give it away like that. so, i'm still holding onto it. just in case. just in case it's not what it seems to be.

anyway, i still need to cut brownies!
text me this weekend.
:] hopefully i have reception.

byee loves<3

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

we're unstoppable now

i stayed up late last night, but its summer so its okay right?
skit practice yesterday was chaotic.
everyone was pretty much ALL over the place, and there was a lot of negative energy.
bao for sure is freaking out, but i am too a little. he's coming over today to voice record along with jason, huong, and daniel. hopefully we can pull this together at the last minute. i really want to win!
augh, i was really annoyed yesterday though. freaking thieu girls. that suck. that can't dance. in the back. that are too cool. my god, if you don't want to do it then don't be in it! ladkjfalksdjf;asidfa! and that other girl. whatever her name is. i will refer to her as monkey girl's friend's sister. i don't know why the heck you're there, but at least do something. offer to help! be IN the skit! you're there every single practice anyway. it's not like we have a million people.
augh! okay. i am calm.

mmm, i've been thinking a lot lately.. acutally have been forced to think a lot lately about this subject. haha, i dont know what i want. i know what i need, but want is totally different. sometimes i'm like, this totally isn't worth my time, but other times its like, maybe threre's more than what it is. i don't like giving up on things, unless i truly feel like its not worth my time.
gah, i am indecisive.
but in any case, until anything is said, i'm a free bird. i do what i want, when i want. if you want something, do something about it.


why is it that i still haven't gone to the beach?! :(
i miss my sister.

Monday, June 22, 2009

you belong with me


"hot piece of sex"
yes he is. mmmm.

this morning i cleaned out my closet! i feel accomplished. :)
THE PROPOSAL with DARLENE today.
such a cute and satisfying movie.
:)
i love darlene!
ooh, my APBIO book got shipped today. i'm so excited. ahaha, i'm such a nerd.
this week is going to be great.
i can't wait wait wait for camp!!


i'm not yours to keep.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

summer?!

so this summer, i vow to be productive! :)
yesterday i cleaned my room and felt so accomplished! ahaha. mmm, i got my books ready for school next year, (i know i'm such a loser) but whatever. i was supposed to start apbio homework yesterday and today, but the stupid server is down, which means i can't do it! i have apush and apbio and sats to work on this summer. wooh! i'm planning on taking drivers ed too. and i applied for a job a tastea, which i really hope i get. i was laying in bed thinking about everything i have to do this summer, and it was really overwhelming! how am i going to handle it all? summer seems like such a long time, but like everything else, it slips right through your fingers. mm, i'll have to mkae the most of every moment. :)
man, i'm growing up. all these things, getting a job and sats, they seemed so long ago, something that i thought i wouldn't have to worry about for a while. and now, its here! its pretty crazy how life passes by so quickly. i'm scared, but i'm excited.
mmm, camp is coming up! i finally get to see everyone again. :) yay lyndon! ahaha. i hope our skit turns out well, and i hope we dominate. :)
i'm going to have some fun this summer too! beach beach beach and disneyland! plus spending my days with darlene<3.

mm, just one little rant.
don't get mad at me over things i can't control. don't be a bitch just cos i can't be somewhere. understand and don't completely shut me out, because, hey, i would never do that to you. don't talk shit when you honestly have no clue what the hell you're talking about. i guess that just makes you the lesser person.

ANYWAY.
call me up anyday to go play. <3

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i am...

scared to get too attached.
cos, you know it might be pointless!
and then everything falls apart.
that's not good at all.
so i'll just keep it like this.
close, but at a distance.

i've learned not to let go of my own heart.
at least not completely.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

summer.<3

a GREAT school year. i've met so many amazing people, and they've made such an impact on my life. thanks to everyone who put up with me this WHOLE year, because i know how hard it is! :(
mm, i'm definitely going to miss everyone.

straight A's, i'm happy.
thanks penhall!




I LOVE SUMMER.
call me to hang out babe. <3

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

bait&release.

gotta get outta here,
i'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake
gotta get out of here.
i'm begging you,
i'm begging you,
i'm begging you to be my escape.

Monday, June 8, 2009

i just want you you you you you.

gabe bondoc singing that is amazing.
sighsigh.
i want to sing that with a boy on the uke.
damnit vincent, LEARN IT ALREADY. :)
hahahaaa.

i'm debating on whether i should trust what people say to me.
sometimes its a load of crap.
but i dont want to be like, cynical either.
maybe its time to just let it go.
but i don't want to.
oh god.
i am the most indecisive person ever.
how do you guys put up with me? JESSICA?!

finals weeek.
i am indifferent.
let's get this over with.
summer summer summer come.

i can't wait for camp.
to see everyone.
<3

its going to be awesome.
:)

A FOLLOW UP ON WHAT JESSICA TOLD ME.
girl, you must be crazy to think i just got to where i am today. i'm sorry if i'm friendly, but it doesn't mean things are easy. maybe more people know me cos my sisters are HTs but its not like its something special. don't you dare say i don't work for my praise/honors/shit becuase that is BULL. BULL BULL BULL. i work my ass off. i don't need recognition for it. i'm just there to do what i do and have fun. i'm sorry you're not included in our supposed "COOL" group, but chill out. don't go attacking people saying things you don't know. you end up looking dumb. if you want to hang out with us, just hang out. its not like we're exclusive.

i need a new video to record. :|
but at least summer's coming! :)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

i know very well.

today was a pretty fun day, spent the morning with JDN<3. we went to go eat crawfish at Cajun Corner, which i haven't had in the longest time. yumm yumm! haha we went back to her house, and worked off those calories playing WII . dude, it's so fun. boxing is so crazy! went old school and played DDR, which i haven't played since like 8th grade. i suck . :( oh well.

finals are coming up, so major studying this week.
lets study together guys! :)

this year, i've discovered that there are just some people who aren't worth my time. they don't deserve the kindess that i give. i don't expect them to reciprocate the same amount of kindness, but its amazing how things can change within a couple of hours. i think those are the kind of people that in end, won't be there for you. even though i know this, i'm still nice. idk, kindness and forgiveness are good, and everyone has some good in them. i've seen the good, so maybe its just a fluke that one time. whatever, we'll see.
i don't listen to what others say about you. well, i listen, but in the end, its me that makes the decision. i do what i want. i don't let what others affect what i do anymore.


at least there's one more week left.<3

Friday, June 5, 2009

personal.

call or text me.