we're unstoppable now

i stayed up late last night, but its summer so its okay right?
skit practice yesterday was chaotic.
everyone was pretty much ALL over the place, and there was a lot of negative energy.
bao for sure is freaking out, but i am too a little. he's coming over today to voice record along with jason, huong, and daniel. hopefully we can pull this together at the last minute. i really want to win!
augh, i was really annoyed yesterday though. freaking thieu girls. that suck. that can't dance. in the back. that are too cool. my god, if you don't want to do it then don't be in it! ladkjfalksdjf;asidfa! and that other girl. whatever her name is. i will refer to her as monkey girl's friend's sister. i don't know why the heck you're there, but at least do something. offer to help! be IN the skit! you're there every single practice anyway. it's not like we have a million people.
augh! okay. i am calm.

mmm, i've been thinking a lot lately.. acutally have been forced to think a lot lately about this subject. haha, i dont know what i want. i know what i need, but want is totally different. sometimes i'm like, this totally isn't worth my time, but other times its like, maybe threre's more than what it is. i don't like giving up on things, unless i truly feel like its not worth my time.
gah, i am indecisive.
but in any case, until anything is said, i'm a free bird. i do what i want, when i want. if you want something, do something about it.


why is it that i still haven't gone to the beach?! :(
i miss my sister.