today is the day! i'm so excited! i have to leave in like an hour and i'm not done packing, but whatever. CAMP. i get to see LYNA. who i haven't seen in like ages and i have so much to tell her but she'll probably be too busy or i'll be too busy but hopefully i get to talk to her a litle bit. sometimes a phone call isn't enough sometimes, you know?
my APBIO book came yesterrday! i'm so excited! haha, i just need my shoes from urbanoutfitters, clothes from forever21, and lab manual to come and i'll be satisfied. :]
this morning i made brownies to bring to camp. yum!
lyan took me to the mall to buy a new bra, finally.
sushi with my sister diane anh long at maru sushi. it was fun ! i haven't had sushi in the longest time.
YESTERDAY went to anton's house and kicked it with thang and anton. haha, it was pretty chill, i love those two ! :] plans to watch transformers next week and beach it with them so i hope my mommy lets me even though i have like a million things to study, but come onn its summer!
today we're perforing for our skit, and i honestly have no clue how its going to turn out! yesterday's practice was pretty much... idk. well, it was an improvement. i'm really scared to sing in front of everyone and even though i've done it before cos of choir, its different. i'm like afraid the mics will be stupid or i won't move people with the song the way i'm supposed to. gahh! if anything, i had fun doing it with everyone. :]
i don't like to get into fights, but i'm not gonna back down if you say something riduculous to me. if i feel like i didn't do anything wrong, i won't take your bullshit. yeah, i'm understanding but i'm not going to let you walk all over me either. i don't mean to be a bitch, i just get stressed.
but, i'm happy. this may sound dumb, but i think i deserve to be happy. just a little bit of happiness. and, i am. everything is how its supposed to be, sorta... hahah. thinking of the near future sometimes skews my feelings but i try not to think about it. its scary to just give it away like that. so, i'm still holding onto it. just in case. just in case it's not what it seems to be.
anyway, i still need to cut brownies!
text me this weekend.
:] hopefully i have reception.
byee loves<3
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