sin city.

vegas is hot.
but my hotel is cold.
homework homework homework all day.
i can't believe i left my english book at home.
i amstupid.

hold your breath.

who ever thought the first week of school could be so stressful? i'm already filled with weekend homework that i'm forced to bring to vegas, and i'm not even looking forward to the trip itself. lots of apeuro to do, along with a couple pages of english, 20 spanish questions and flashcards, and a chem worksheet. lovely isn't it.
zero period makes me extremely tired, but i try to make up my sleep when i get home. it's harder for me to sleep so early i guess, but i've got a lot of things occupying my mind. i didn't sleep very well last night, but cindy and noelle made me feel better, so its okay i guess. there's just too much going on sometimes i don't really know how to deal with it. and it sucks becuase the one person i choose to go to isn't very supportive about it. whatever.

i miss you monkey!

first day of school!

i love the first day of school! :) despite the fact that i had to wake up at five thirty today. it was still a good day. ^^ i love getting all my binders organized and writing homework in my planner. i know its weird, but i quite enjoy being organized. :D so, an overview of my day...

zero period troubadors. nothing really new, basiscally the same as our summer rehearsal, except earlier. it was so cold in his room, but that's nothing new. tison let us out early, so i went to go meet the group at our usual table, except some people were missing! :( oh welllls.

first period apeuro. i have mr. fitzpatrick! he seems like a pretty cool guy, except when he talks it gets a little boring. lily, tiffany, and becky are in my class yay. :] apeuro is probably going to be pretty hectic though, we already have like three assignments! a vocabulary worksheet due friday, a worksheet due tomorrow, and like a four page packet due wednesday. and a quiz friday. poop, a lot a lot of work. hopefully i'll be able to handle it. :)

second period geometry. wooh mr. cochrane! i have like no one in my class! well no one that i really talk to. ew ew. it suckss butt! i sit like around freshman, but i guess its okay. we took this algebra assessment thing today, and i did not remember anything. i felt really stupid. :(
third period concert choir. tison again. it feels really weird in the choir room with less people! but i hope this year we're a lot better. :) there's only two rows of altos, and last year there were three! gahhh. we practiced this song, but getting the notes is really hard. i'll have to work on it on my own time.

fourth period english honors. penhall. ahaha. omgg he looks so scary! but he's pretty nice actually. ^^ we're reading some good books this semester, so i'm excited. everyone in my apeuro class is in my english honors class so its the same people all over again. yeah! too bad there's no extra credit though, i'll miss ms. chilcott or in her case now, mrs. fudagaki. i really liked her! extra credit exists as much as snipers do.

fifth period chemistry. omg i have oslberg, and he looks like a creeper! no offense to him at all but seriously though! he was so cocky about his swimming and his uci degree. and he talked to us like we were kindergardeners. "do you guys have a calculator out? what's 99 plus 1?" gah, we are not stupid! and then he called that michahel klavic or whatever eurotrash because we swam for like a european country even though was was born in anaheim and went to school there. "we should make that country pay us for the taxes we paid for his education! he is a swimmer first and an american second! go michael phelps! he is an american first! U-S-A! U-S-A!" yeah, it was weird. i dont reall know anyone in my chem class except hope, and she's in troubadours with me, so yay! we got our books today and mine is so old and tattered, the cover is literally falling off. -_- i wish i had gotten a new book!

sixth period spanish two. with sweeting. yayay. i have a class with jessica and christine! i'm so happy. :) bahaha. omg sweeting was giving out spanish names and this guy was like i want jaime, and i thought he said hymen and i gave jessica the weirdest look! hahaa. i sit next to jessica even though we're assigned seats alphabetically. at first we just sat next to each other, and turns out we still get to! yayy. i need so many dividers though. seven! seven! what will i use seven dividers for? god knows what.

good day at school, i have a second row locker, which is pretty good for me. :) i finished all my homework already, so yeah! i'm beginning twilight, courtesy of cindy doan, and so far i dont really like edward cullen. he's such a jerk! ahaha. we'll see what happens.

bye<3

dog days of summer.

well for me, it's the last day of summer. :) i'd have to say it was quite an enjoyable one. i think i did almost everything on my list that i had planned, so yay! :) i'm pretty much ready for school, i just need to put everything together, but the first day shouldn't be too hard! ^^ so what I did this summer...

+camping @ DHNS
+lyna's UCI graduation
+beach with lyna, trang, and ronald
+beach with lyna, huong, cauy, and ronald
+beach with lyna, trang, jenn, nhan, and ronald

+beach with lyna, huy, and ronald

+cue with the phams
+todai with caressa

+making the DHNS movie

+eight and nine <3>

+beach bash for lyna

+beach bonding with thang and anton

+days with <3

+get smart with <3

+tropic thunder with lyna, minhie, anh tung, and johndang
+bowling with huy, nhan, lyna, trang, michael

+bowling with the HTs

+OC fair with sisters, anh nhat and johndang

+boiling crab & cue with jessica and lily
+boiling crab & cue with jessica and stephanie

+FRIENDS all day

+late nights talks <3>

+choir rehearsal & party (maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps)

+kevinle visiting my house and leaving his crap there ^^
+anton's house

+shaving thang's head
+shopping, shopping, shopping

+dark knight with hanhie, mommy, and lyna

+kabuki with lyna, anh tung, and johndang

+beach with HTs

+picnic with the family

+cajun corner with <3

+walking to heaven's delight with jessica (and getting scared by a truck and a motorcyle)

+baking cupcakes and brownies
+Body World's Exhibit with lyna and the parents
+re-reading harry potter

+biking with Huong
+fishing with my sister and my daddy

all in all, i'd say i had a pretty good summer, nevermind the bad stuff that happened. mmmhmm. this will be an awesome school year. i can feel it in my toes. :) yay!

i'll wait for you, i promise you.

Summer is getting to me. I really wish school would start, that way I can take my mind off a lot of things. A lot of things are changing in my life, and I'm not sure how these events will affect me. Today is Lyna's last day, so it's sad becacuse she won't be living with me anymore. It'll be different, and as much as I don't want her to go, she has to. I understand.

I spent the day with Lyna and her friends yesterday, and it was pretty fun. :) We ate Kabuki with Anh JohnDang and Anh Tung. It was okay, not that great. I still prefer Full Moon. Then we moseyed on over to watch Tropic Thunder. By the way, I am so totally 17, not 9. -_- The movie was... mediocre. It wasn't the best, and it certainly didn't keep me off my seat. You'd have to have like a really interesting sense of humor to fully enjoy it. But, the actor from How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days was in it, and he is so cute! Omg. :) And Lance Bass too! I dont care if he's gay, he's still cute. Ahaha. After movies, we went to Fountain Bowl, where we met up with a lot of other people. Bowling was so fun. :) I suck though. Ahahaa. Everyone kept trying to give me bowling tips, but they didnt work! In the end I just did whatever, and I got a better score than when I tried to listen to the people. Stupid Minh put me as Miss Piggy, and then everyone started calling me that! :( Gah. Anh Nhat gave me like the most hilarious bowling tip ever--"point with your crotch." Its funny, cos it was like the third time he's said that word to me, the first two times during a boogie boarding lesson. The evening ended well, my score being like... under 100 but its okay! I saw Viking for the last time before he left, I'm going to miss him. He made me laugh. =]

Sometimes it's hard to get people to understand how you're really feeling. With me, I tend to keep things to myself. I'm pretty stubborn, and only so many people can actually break through to me. It's hard to relax when everything is just so not what I expected it to be. As much as I try, sometimes I just wonder about things, and it's hard to find someone to tell my ponderings to because the people I do want to tell usually get upset. It's easier to relax when I'm with my friends becuase I know they can take my mind off of absolutely anything. They always know like the right thing to say, and its pretty great. :)

How do you know when or not to do the things you want to do? You want to be understanding, but at the same time you want what you want. And in the end you do the understanding thing because you know its the right thing to do, but you don't feel that great about it. I don't know.

As summer comes to an end, I've done almost everything on my list except go to Disneyland.
Oh well, there's always next year!

sand in your pants.

i love the beach.
i love the beach with friends.
i love bonding .


i miss my friends.
i miss the old relationships i had with them.
i miss..

lucky.

the end of summer is near! soon i'll be starting school. to be honest, i'm actually excited to start school, but now i have to fit in all these fun things to do!

On Wednesday I spent the day at Huong's. We worked on stuff and then ended up going to CUE to take pictures with the phams and teresa. It was our first time ever so we kind of sucked at it. It's so fun though! :) And addicting.

Thursday was registration! I had to wake up early. :( But I got to see some of my friends I haven't seen over summer! Yayy. I got all the classes I wanted, thankgoodness. Do you have any with me?
0- Troubadours
1- APEuro
2- Geometry
3- Concert Choir
4- English Honors
5- Chemistry
6- Spanish 2

Zero period this year, so that means I have to wake up earlier than usual, which shouldn't be too hard. :) Hopefully I have Senor Gonzalez for Spanish again because I really like his teaching style. I'm so used to it, it would be weird to have another teacher for the same subject.

My mommy took me to dimsum after registration and it was really yum! :) Later that day she took me and Jessica to CUE and we met up with lily. We were actually supposed to eat crawfish, but it was only two o clock so we had time to kill. Bahaha. Most hilarious time ever. The first time we totally messed up ahaha! It got so hot in the freaking photobooth it was crazy. We did it another time and it turned out better. :) Walked back to Boiling Crab and ate. Yum! And then we walked back to CUE to take another set of stickers. :D

:) Yay. They're so cute! Tehee.

I'm going to the beach today for Lyna's goingaway party, so it should be fun. I love the beach!

Next week Jessica and I plan to go to NickelNickel and get manipedis before school starts.

:D

Bye!

clogged arteries.

growing up is really hard. there are so many unexpected things that come at me, and a lot of lessons that i've learned. this must be what it feels like. i'm not too sure if i like it, but i'll get used to it.

ahhhh, i'm gaining so much weight. its becuase of summer. i don't really do much so i sit at home and get fat! :( good thing tomorrow i am going to 24hour. goodness. my mommy's going to buy me a pass. but i love watching friends! all ten seasons, omggness. it's hilariouss.

you know, i'm sorry i can't tell you. things just aren't the same with us anymore. maybe not to you, but to me they aren't. i'm sure you care, and i love that you do, but you don't need to, and you certainly don't have to. there are just people i'm more comfortable with. and why does it bother you so much? it's not like you don't find out anyway right? so why do you need to hear it from me? you're just so distant sometimes and treat me differently so i just learn to live without you. yeah i'll be there for you anytime, and i'm sure you are the same for me, but i can't bring myself to tell you. ever since that one day, i just dont' feel the same about you.

i'm sorry.