it's times

like when i really need someone, is when i know who my real friends are.
they know something's up before i say anything.
they know when i'm lying about me being okay.
it's a great feeling, to know that there are people who will be there for me. these are the people that are worth my time, and my kindness. i don't even have to know them for a while (george!) and they'll be there to offer a comforting hug. its sweet knowing that there are still wonderful human beings in the world.
today was pretty bad, i must say. things have been pretty much doing down hill this whole week, but i'm really hoping things are going up soon.
auditions today were so bad, i was really disappointed in myself and i came out crying. i can do better. i am better than what i performed.
but luckily, i have friends like kevin who buy me ice cream to try to make me feel better<3

i am in love with gentlemen don't, by gabe bondoc. that song seriously makes me melt. i love the piano cover by aj rafael. if some boy played that for me, i would fall in love. :) well, not really. but i would smile the whole way through.
mmmm. gabe gabe gabe.

lookuplookuplookupthinkup.
things will hopefully get better.
shitty week, but oh well.

pray. love. god.<3

you've got a friend in me

we'll see how long that holds out for.

dinner party friday<3
20ish people going, which is great!
a night with my friends!

busy freakin week next week.
choir choir choir after school every day until 10.

auditions today.
were okay. kinda sucky, but whatever.


i freaking hate chemistry.
i do NOT know how to do anything.
makes me sad! :(


ONE MORE WEEK.<3

Where did my heart go missing

I've been trying to reach you but it's as if you don't want me near you anymore. I'm trying hard to understand your side but it amazes me how you can throw everything away so quickly. I would be lying if I said I wasn't happy because I am. Life has been good for me, even though you aren't a part of it anymore. Yes I do miss you but that doesn't really do much. It's your decision to be distanced and soon one day you will forget me. Whatever I had to offer wasn't enough to satisfy you and I'm sorry. I am not going to stop my life for your happiness. Not anymore. There's no more point in calling or trying because all my attempts are futile . You won't be able to hear the things that you've been waitig so long to come out of mouth. Your point came across rather clearly that you don't want anything to do with me and I'm fine. Because if anyone, it's going to be you that missed your chance.

walking on sunshine.

i am happy happy happy. life is going good for me.
APexams are over, and i don't have to worry about them anymore.
Life is getting much easier, so its good.
My party dress came yesterday! It's so cute.
Today is my mommy's birthday and katie's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to BOTH<3


I haven't really blogged lately.
I feel weird posting things of substance.
But these days have been getting much brighter.

I love my school friends.
I love choir.
I love life.


MAY 22 -- PARTY, please RSVP by WEDNESDAY .
MAY 29/30 -- CHOIR BROADWAY SHOW. please come<3 7:30 tickets on sale MAY 26th!

happy may. :)

good start off to this month of may.
jessica and vyvian's birthday. i really wanted to make jessica feel special today.
i love that girl so so so much. :)
sign, balloons, cake, and princess crown.<3

huong's birthday tomorrow. she is my best friend.
did you know? she has been my best friend for like. 4309582039824 years. :)

may.
birthday dinner.
broadway show.
mommy's day.
mommy's birthday.
brother's birthday.
ryan's birthday.
thang's birthday.

am i missing anything?


loveloveLOVE.

dance rehearsal from 8 - 12.
hopefully i can pull this tap dancing off. and swing dancing.
i love to dance though.
i don't think i'll ever get tired of it.

APtesting this friday, and its all over. i'll be able to relax and chill chill chill. :)

summer is coming = beaches.