it's times

like when i really need someone, is when i know who my real friends are.
they know something's up before i say anything.
they know when i'm lying about me being okay.
it's a great feeling, to know that there are people who will be there for me. these are the people that are worth my time, and my kindness. i don't even have to know them for a while (george!) and they'll be there to offer a comforting hug. its sweet knowing that there are still wonderful human beings in the world.
today was pretty bad, i must say. things have been pretty much doing down hill this whole week, but i'm really hoping things are going up soon.
auditions today were so bad, i was really disappointed in myself and i came out crying. i can do better. i am better than what i performed.
but luckily, i have friends like kevin who buy me ice cream to try to make me feel better<3

i am in love with gentlemen don't, by gabe bondoc. that song seriously makes me melt. i love the piano cover by aj rafael. if some boy played that for me, i would fall in love. :) well, not really. but i would smile the whole way through.
mmmm. gabe gabe gabe.

lookuplookuplookupthinkup.
things will hopefully get better.
shitty week, but oh well.

pray. love. god.<3