making me smile.
making me laugh.
making me feel special.
making me feel important.
giving me strength.
supporting me.
giving me a shoulder to cry on.
worrying about me.
bringing me joy.
bringing me flowers.
bringing me food.
protecting me.
saving me.
loving me.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
you...
don't even know how much i miss you right now.
don't even know how much i despise you right now.
don't even know how much i'm hurting right now.
don't even know how much i want to punch you right now.
don't even know how much i just want you to hold my hand.
don't even know how much i want you to hug me.
don't even know how scared i am.
don't even know the stress you put me through.
don't even know how many tears i've cried over you.
don't even know how angry i am at myself.
don't even know how terrible i feel.
don't even know what you're doing my heart.
P.S. i need to buy a new eraser.
don't even know how much i despise you right now.
don't even know how much i'm hurting right now.
don't even know how much i want to punch you right now.
don't even know how much i just want you to hold my hand.
don't even know how much i want you to hug me.
don't even know how scared i am.
don't even know the stress you put me through.
don't even know how many tears i've cried over you.
don't even know how angry i am at myself.
don't even know how terrible i feel.
don't even know what you're doing my heart.
P.S. i need to buy a new eraser.
Monday, March 9, 2009
Saturday, March 7, 2009
too early.
i'm up early this morning, even though its a satuday. -_-
well, prom dress event at FIDM today!
i'm pretty excited.
last night was the FNL Talent Show!
Mitchell was tehre, and I really enjoyed seeing him :)
he made the whole thing so much more enjoyable.
kevin and jordann!<3333
they should have won, no matter what.
so much better than "real intentions."
but i have to say, that band was pretty good.
:)
fun night out with vyvian and etc.
"we would pass by each other, neither one of us willing to make the first step. our eyes locked on each other, as we danced around seeing who would give into their feelings first. maybe they were there, or maybe it was just my imagination. but for me, i felt it. i felt the feeling that wouldn't let you get out of my head, not even for a second. your smile, your presence, made every day worth it. did you feel the same way? i would never know. but all i do know is, in the end, we met each other half way."
well, prom dress event at FIDM today!
i'm pretty excited.
last night was the FNL Talent Show!
Mitchell was tehre, and I really enjoyed seeing him :)
he made the whole thing so much more enjoyable.
kevin and jordann!<3333
they should have won, no matter what.
so much better than "real intentions."
but i have to say, that band was pretty good.
:)
fun night out with vyvian and etc.
"we would pass by each other, neither one of us willing to make the first step. our eyes locked on each other, as we danced around seeing who would give into their feelings first. maybe they were there, or maybe it was just my imagination. but for me, i felt it. i felt the feeling that wouldn't let you get out of my head, not even for a second. your smile, your presence, made every day worth it. did you feel the same way? i would never know. but all i do know is, in the end, we met each other half way."
Thursday, March 5, 2009
finding my way back.
the retreat was amazing. whatever i lost of my faith, i think i regained it there. i met so many amazing new people, and its hard to believe that i was so reluctant to attend before.
team kindness.<3
my days at school are becoming better.
i have someonething to look forward to each day.
which is great. because it keeps me happy.
and motivated.
i'm getting it together.
all i needed was a push.
team kindness.<3
my days at school are becoming better.
i have someonething to look forward to each day.
which is great. because it keeps me happy.
and motivated.
i'm getting it together.
all i needed was a push.
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