getting stronger.

so, i didnt get to go to disneyland today, but that's okay. i think, somehow my week is looking up.

Thursday, I went to Corona Del Mar with Lyna, Huong, Cauyy, and Ronald. It was pretty fun. :) That beach has so much seaweed though! Ahaha. I swear, it attacked Huong like twice when we were playing in the water. Ah, there was this guy with a really hairy back. Huong and I just wanted to go over there and shave it off! Ahaha. Pretty funn stuff. After playing in the water, we went back to go dry off and just lay in the sun. Huong and I talked about stuff, ahaha not entirely sure WHY or HOW the subjects came up, but they did. I love that girly. <3

Today, I was supposed to go, but maybe it turned out for the better. I didn't have a very good morning, but Mitchell came over and we played and talked. :) He made me feel loads better! I'm gonna him him like crazy! <33 His car smells though. Ahaha. Good luck at Westmont! Ah.. choir later today. The usual. Maybe Huong's house. :)

There's a lot of things in life I'll never understand, and there are things in life I'll never like. But in the end, I think it'll make me a better person. God blows wind in my direction only to lead me to the right path. All I need to do is believe, trust, and have faith. It's not going to be easy, but I think that as long as I try, everything will be okay.

i'm gonna love you with my life.

good morning everyone. yet another day of summer has come, and i don't have any plans today. mmm. anton cancelled! buttface.<3 tomorrow! ahaha.
i didn't get much sleep last night, considering how i went to sleep at six o clock. i really need to stop thinking at night, it keeps me up.
there are things i will proably never understand, but i can't stop myself from trying to. so many questions run through my head unanswered, and so many "what ifs?". i don't know how things are like this. is there a point in trying anymore? my heart beats fsater everytime i see you, but does that really say anything? these words you choose to tell me, your feelings, are they real? do you bullshit me? i don't know. i try hard to believe but sometimes it just doesn't come through. and why are you still here? you say horrible things that you supposedly don't mean, but how do i know that? what's your reason for still being here? no one's making you stay, not even me.
anyway.
beach tomorrow with cat, gisi, and carno. GOD i miss those girls. <3 it'll be a fun day. and then an evening with anton. planning stuff. ahaha. mmmm. i look foward to the rest of this week. at least some things can keep me up. :)

body worlds.

Today I went to the Body Worlds Exhibit with my parents and Lyna in LA.
It was pretty coool. :)
Everything is REAL.
Like, those bodies used to be living!
This will be a disappointment, but my favorite part was the big giraffe at the end.
It was SO BIG and TALL you know?
It was a REAL giraffe!
Haha. They wouldn't let me take pictures, but oh welll.
Came home and finished the rest of Harry Potter and the Scorcerer's Stone.
I swear I will never get tired of that series. <3
The rest of my day was okay, shitty in the end though.
People make me upset.
I just don't understand why it's that way.

-sighs-
Tomorrow is another day.
Anton's coming over! :)

summerr. :)

i love it. don't you? :)
it's just so much fun! ahaha.
i'm excited for this comingg weeek.
museum, beach, & disneyland!
yeahh! :)
mmm, i feeel like baking!
anyone want some cupcakes?
yay!

i <3 choir.

last two week of school! yeah!
today's choir banquet was so funn! :]
i'm going to miss all the seniors. <3
i got most improved female singer.
surprise surprise much?
the place was nice.
the food was good.
what a great day. ^^