idontcare...

yes i do.
but i have to pretend that i don't.
because it makes you happy.
becuase that's what i'm supposed to do.
give.
i don't want to take as much.
i don't want to seem selfish.
i'm trying to be the girl you love.
if that person really is me.
i'm afraid if i express my true feelings,
you'll walk away in frustration.
"you're just like every other girl."
i don't want you to think that i see myself as a princess.
being selfless is hard.
this one thing just happens to be special to me.
but if you hate it that much,
i'll go on pretending i hate it too.





but i dont.