relax.

i need to do that.

school makes it pretty hard though. this past week has been really long, and quite stressful. i had a chemistry test, spanish test, and geometry quiz wednesday. i'm spanish was muy facil, and i think i did okay on chemistry. i spent tuesday night reviewing the conversions for moles and whatnot. geometry i thought i did horribly wrong, but i only missed three, so i'm actually very happy about my 88. :)

tomorrow i have an apeuro and geometry test. i went to the library to study after school today, but i didn't get as much done as i wanted to. it closes at 6! -_- and everyone is always walking back and forth, so its hard for me to keep my focus.

before the library i stayed after school to help with the FVMSS program, and there are so many altos. it's seriously two full rows of just altos. two LONG rows. they're pretty cute and can sing pretty well. huy says i can fit right in with them, but i dont think so!

i should be studying right now, but i'm not. i've pretty much been studying all day, so i'm quite tired. probably going to hit the hay a litttle earlier than usual. i still need to read mythology and finish studying aperuo. and review my music for tomorrow. memorized! gahh. i pray i don't screw up, i always get nervous and shaky for quartets.

tomorrow is the end of a long week.
lyna is gonig to be home for the weekend. :)
i'm so excited! i miss her so so much.
its different without her around, but i've found ways to adjust.
going through high school without her here is at times difficult.
there are situations where i want to ask her for help,
but the distance makes it hard, so i tend not to.
i'm learning to depend on myself more.
which is good, right?



eleven months tomorrow. <3