still can't.

i honestly don't think i'll ever be comfortable with it.
i'm sure you're a nice person, but i'll never feel that way towards you.
why? honestly, i don't really know. but everytime you and you pop into my head, the idea of it bothers me.
maybe i'm just being paranoid.
but, that's me i guess.
we'll never be the same, and as hard as you may try, it's never going to happen.
people change as they grow up, and it's just the way it is.
so you can still be the bitch that you are to people you don't like, but don't expect me to be the same.


augh.
teen angst.


i seriously feel myself blowing up.
this is not good.
i need to relax.
otherwise, i don't know.
i hate wednesday already.
wednesday = tests day.

ew.



pray for me!