hard to believe.

yeah. quartets were no good today.
i seriously felt like i was going to BLOW UP.
right ruth? you saw me!
GOD.
STOP relying on other people.
STOP thinking that singing is easy.
STOP texting in class while we're singing.
STOP taking this class as a joke.
STOP bringing all the people who work down.
STOP. STOP. STOP. STOP. STOP. STOP.

please?


PLUS.
you are a TROUBADOUR.
HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW YOUR PART BY NOW?!



gah.
i need some yogurt.

is anybody listening?

I really do not enjoy having sectionals in choir. They are pointless and useless because no one ever really listens. We don't really ever accomplish anything, especially in Concert Choir. Most of the time in Troubadours we do, but in CC, most of the members don't care enough to pay attention. It makes me really upset becuase tomorrow when we have octets/quartets, they will complain about how Tison picks on them and how its such a drag. Personally, I like doing quartets and think they're fun becuase I get to show off whthat I know. And if the others also knew their part, then it wouldn't be such a death senence to them.
Today, I brought something up with Jackie to Mr. TIson about how there were some people not knowing their parts as well as they should. Normally I would just keep it to myself, but it was really eating at me. We've had these songs for about a month now, so shouldn't we know most of it? Most of the time I feel like I'm singing by myself and the only one that is actually attempting at singing our part. Just becuase you don't know it entirely doesn't mean you stop singing. Keep singing and make the mistake. That's how I learn, from my own mistakes. Quartets in Troubadours tomorrow, I'm pretty prepared for it, but I plan to go over my music later.

I woke up an hour late from my nap today. So now everything is pushed back.
I need to finished my homework, I have tons.
Feels good when everything is all done and put away though.
:)

BTW RUTH! I prayed that you would pass your driving test!

island.

catalina was a blast.
there are too many things to say about it.
so if you want to know. :)
call me.
teheheheheeeee.







troubadours<3

scantrons.

finals week is basically over for me. all i have is a vocabulary final tomorrow, which should be pretty easy.
i'm really hoping for straight A's, but APEURO and chem are really bringing me down.
These finals are so long. I get so bored filling in 100 bubbles on my scantrons. There are times when I'll just lose concentration and stare into space.
I'm so glad catalina is right after finals tomorrow.
I need to relax.

frog prince.

last night was really overwhelming.
yelling
screaming.
speeding.
but, in the end, i'm glad everything worked out okay.
i don't want to lose you.
and i know well enough to understand.
my emotions tend to get the better of me.
i'm glad everything worked out okay.
<3




finals weeek.
studying my ass off.
augh.
catalinaaaa.
i can't wait to get my ass out there and sing sing sing.